Red wine and writing seem to be treatin me well lately…

"just because she’s vegan doesn’t mean she’s not scandalous"

Holidays have officially become something to get through. I miss that kid like excitement I used to have for virtually every holiday. Now I get all moody before and don’t realize why I am until i sit and realize holidays just are missing something without my mom here. Then I push everyone who loves me away and leave myself alone, which who knows could be bad could be good. I wonder if and when it will get better.

I don’t know how anyone manages to be home sick without smoking pot. It makes the whole experience ten times more enjoyable, so instead of hating life feeling sick and doing nothing for days you feel content relaxing and being lazy and helps with most the symptoms of being sick too.

"If you want to find happiness, find gratitude."

In an effort to dramatically decrease the amount of pot I smoke I am doing a yoga challenge beginning tomorrow. Should be in a nice habit by the end of spring break and be able to carry it through! Hopefully.